Sakit Kepala

sudah 3 hari ini aku sakit kepala terus. Biasanya cukup sekali minum obat, dia tidak datang lagi. Tapi kali ini...aku minum obat reguler 3 kali sehari.... duh... kenapa ya?
Apa karena gejala awal flu?

Entahlah... yang pasti aku memang sedang ingin menangis terus... tidak ingin, tapi airmataku selalu tergenang di pelupuk mata.

Sepi dan sedih, mengetahui orang yang aku sayangi tidak peduli lagi padaku.
Bahkan sapaanku tak digubrisnya. Karena sibuk? Entahlah...
Just one word... apa kabar? itu saja cukup kok.

Heck,..... aku tidak mau terlarut dalam situasi ini.
Atau biarkan aku menangis dalam sepi ini sehingga tuntas sedihku......

dengan air mata mengalir di pipi, pagi hari 4:23 senin 7 desember

Berkat Helm

Kamis lalu...buru-buru jemput Kai. Karena sudah jam 4 lebih berangkat dari rumah.
Tidak seperti biasanya si Riku berkata, "Ah aku mau pakai helmnya"
Lalu aku bilang, "Kalau kamu pakai helm, mama juga harus bawa helm Kai, karena Kai pasti mau sama dengan kamu..." Dan aku bawa.

Entah kenapa, Riku mau memegang keranjang depan sepedanya, dan kehilangan keseimbangan sehingga jatuh persis di depan sebuah Mansion besar yang ada apotik di lantai satunya. Menangislah dia keras-keras. Aku parkir sepeda, dan cepat-cepat angkat dia. Sampai aku lupa bahwa tasku masih ada di keranjang sepedaku. Untung Jepang aman, sehingga tidak ada yang ambil tasku.

Ternyata pipi bagian dalam sobek dan pipi bagian luar luka. OK... yang penting cari minum untuk kumur-kumur saja dulu. Dan kami masuk apotik, membeli air, dan obat antibiotik untuk lukanya. Sekaligus aku membeli beberapa barang yang memang harus aku beli. Sudah pasti terlambat menjemput Kai, sehingga santai saja. Toh aku harus membayar 30 menit tambahan, apapun alasannya.

Saat itu aku tidak marah, tidak sedih, tidak merasa apa-apa. Hanya merasa heran, kenapa pas Riku jatuh dia memakai helm. Padahal hari lainnya waktu dia tidak pakai helm, tidak terjadi apa-apa. Benar-benar perlindungan Tuhan. Karena pasti, jika dia tidak memakai helm, dia akan luka kepalanya. Saat aku membantu membangunkan dia, kulihat goresan putih di helmnya. Seandainya tidak ada helm? aduhhhh

Tuhan terima kasih atas perlindunganMU.....

Carp

If you are Capricorn:
You are a dependable lover. Your affection for your sweetheart knows no limits. You are high on self esteem when it comes to love and romance. You tend to be choosy in your quest for the perfect partner. You are most likely going to... be in a long term relationship. Loyalty is a trait you cherish. You are very supportive of your loved one. You would do anything to protect your beloved from harm. You love surprises from your partner. You care a lot for your partner and you expect the same in return.

Your kissing style:
You are a very sexy kisser. The opposite sex loves the passion you put in your kisses.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
appreciative, independent, sophisticated, humorous, etc.

You are more compatible with - Cancer, Virgo, Taurus, Scorpio
You are less compatible with - Gemini, Aries, Leo

Since your zodiac sign is Capricorn, you are born under the influence of Saturn. You are a practical and disciplined person. You are known for your responsibility and reliability. You are a hardworking person and strive to achieve your dreams and goals. You have great mental strength and can bear hardships without comp...laining. Your strong willpower will give you success in life.

A Teacher's Prayer

James J. Metcalf

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I want to teach my students how--
To live this life on earth,
To face its struggles and its strife
And to improve their worth.

Not just the lesson in a book,
Or how the rivers flow,
But to choose the proper path,
Wherever they may go.

To understand eternal truth,
And know right from wrong,
And gather all the beauty of
A flower and a song,

For if I help the world to grow
In wisdom and grace,
Then I feel that I have won
And I have filled my place.

And so I ask your guidance, God
That I may do my part,
For character and confidence
And happiness of heart.

diingatkan

Imelda,
Don't push a friend to make changes in their love life before they are ready. You may think you know what's best, but your desire to see them happy has to take into account what they really want and need. You may not know all the facts.

Yayayaya.... saya memang terlalu memaksakannya. Maafkan .....

positif

aku di sini
kau di sana
terbentang jarak tak berbatas
tapi juga terasa dekat

aku dengan kesibukanku
kamu dengan kesibukanmu
kurasakan semangatmu melalui gerak itu
menularkan semangat padaku juga
saat kutahu
kita tidak sedang bermain

notes

http://life-cdn.oricon.co.jp/70538/full#rk

for all time

Sun comes up on this new morning
Shifting shadows, a songbird sings
And if these words could keep you happy
I'd do anything

And if you feel alone, I'll be your shoulder
With a tender touch, you know me so well
Somebody once said, it's the soul that matters
Baby, who can really tell when two hearts belong so well

Maybe the walls will tumble
And sun may refuse to shine
And when I say, I love you
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)

Moon shines down on this good evening
One warm kiss in this cold night air
For this good love undeceiving
I'll go anywhere, just as long as you are there

And maybe the walls will tumble
And sun refuse to shine
When I say, I love you
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)

The sun in me
All these words that young lovers say

And maybe the walls will crumble
And sun refuse to shine
And when I say, I need you
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)

Baby, you never know
(That's for all time)
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)

Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time)
Baby, you gotta know
(That's for all time, that's for all time, that's for all time)

See that you'll never go
(That's for all time)
Baby, you never know
(That's for all time)

Jatuh aku padanya

Doooh

Rickyyyyyy

minta dicium ya? gemes hihihihi

oh iya...resep ebi frita

http://allabout.co.jp/gourmet/easyrecipe/closeup/CU20061011A/index3.htm

marriage

One advantage of marriage is that, when you fall out of love with him or he falls out of love with you, it keeps you together until you fall in again.
Judith Viorst